Friday, November 15, 2013

love counselor

Recently as my friend was in a relationship crisis with her boyfriend and i unofficially become a love counselor.

she asked me a lot about what she should do, should she ask for breakup or not, how should she handle breakup, how should she reply her bf texts and some sort of things that often left me think back about my past.

when she ask me
"should i leave him?"
i stopped for a while.
honestly i hesitate to answer her question.

if your man hurt you badly, leave him.
real man won't hurt his girl but protect her!
that should be the good advise.
but flashing back my relationship before, i hurt a lot too and still sticking with the same boyfriend also bah.
it's not easy for myself to just leave someone that i'm in love with, so how can i expect other?
i mean,when you advise people, you should walk the talk bah kan.


'forget him and move on'

are not as easy as you say it!
it's killing us!
especially the girls.
but thank God i been through so many heart broken and still living my life happily now.

often when i'm in a heartbroken mode, i keep telling myself this;
'keep falling in love'
i met with wrong guy, stupidly fall in love, got hurt (because i'm trying my best to keep the relationship yang konon-kononnya sangat sejati, chiss), still end up with breakup, heartbroken for few months, and then met with mr.wrong/right again, easily fall in love again,
and it's goes on and on until you finally meet your mr.right.
i believe i that.
macam lagu si pink,
you gotta get up and try try try.

you never know the power of falling in love again.
heal you faster!
not only falling in love with person, you could fall in love with one of your hobbies or your job maybe.
up to you.
but never stop loving.

obviously,i didn't tell my friend to leave her boyfriend and move on.
what i did tell her is that the hardest part of forgiving is to trust her boyfriend again and to make sure he wouldn't hurt her again.

1 week after that she told me that she's giving her bf another chance.
and she's ready to accept whatever the consequences after this.
so, really, the choice is yours.
plus everyone deserve a second chance, aye?. :)


Now, i'm in love with someone that i think is the right guy, but then you know when you are in love everything feels right. 
so,nothing that i can really confirm for now.
the only thing that i can confirm is that i am in it, and i am trying my best to keep it. 
so, whatever happen in the end if you did your best, there should't be any regret.
chayok lilie!

another p/s.

one of the mr.wrong guy text me recently.
he actually already text me a few times before i decided to reply him.
and little did i know that i actually miss him being my friend.
gosh,relationship has really ruin our friendship!
glad to have him back as a friend.

 l i l i e j o h n

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

plastic surgery

i was watching running man latest episode(korean famous tv show if u don't know), and there's this male singer group came to the show as a guest.

korean male group rising star EXO.

i was so confuse while watching the show.
i mean, they all look the same. 
i can't differentiate them.
round face,same lip, same eyes. 
maybe not all la but seriously, they look almost the same!

i acknowledge that plastic surgery are widely promoted in korea. 
eye surgery was just like using makeup for them.

here are some photo i found on the web about korean plastic surgery.

i use to think that korean woman has this typical look;
oval face, round eyes, small nose.
korean= beautiiiiiiiiifuuuuul.
gosh, i was so jealous of korean people back then.

but after i saw this picture,
i was actually thinking, korean people are also normal people.
most of them have square face, big nose just like malaysian people.
but plastic surgery make them look more gorgeous!
i mean, super gorgeous!
and handsome.

no wonder la so many celebrity went under the knife. the result are just so amazing!
*not only korean celebrity arr.. even yang international celebrity pun ada banyak yang buat.

nowadays you can choose which face you want.
you don't have to feel down about your face anymore and you can just walk outside confidently.

when i was in highschool my teacher told me there are at least 7 people in this world who look the same.  can you imagine what will happen if everyone in this world choose the same look and everyone look the same?

one of the most successful plastic surgery in korea is KIM YUMI.
beauty from head to toe.
she's the miss korea 2013 and she's smartly defended her crown by saying
"i never said i was born beauty"
here are the photo before her surgery,

source:google make her look so amazing and different.
and as a bonus she win the title of miss korea 2013!
worth doing the surgery!

but after all, all of the contestant are actually look all the same,
miss korea contestant 2013. 

not all of them look the same la, some probably because of the makeup but yeah, most of them look almost the same and from what i read on the internet beauty peagent clone  a lot of korean citizen also complaining about the contestant face that look the same. 
kalaulah semua buat plastic surgery kan, haruskah dorang tukar nama miss korea ke miss surgery?
hehe. joke.

actually i notice some of the korean artist also look almost the same.
their cheek and smile. 
do you?

even my favourite male actor!

LEE MIN HO nose job
JANG GEUN SUK nose job
these two are my favourite korean actor.
and as you can see in the pictures above, they did plastic surgery obviously.
even though i am not so sure why jang geun suk did it, because he already look cute as he is but i guess he want to look manly, so, he decide to add some fat to his nose.
i love both of them before i knew they had plastic surgery,
and now that i know they had plastic surgery, it never stop me from liking them.
i am still a fan!
i still wanna watch their drama and still listen to their song.
i mean, they are talented and 'cute'.
about their surgery,let them deal with their God. 
none of my business. 

chao bella!

you can choose to like them or to hate them but in the end, there's only one Judge in this world. 

l i l i  e j o h n

Saturday, November 9, 2013

are you the apple of my eyes??


have you watch this movie?
the title of the movie>>
i always want to watch this movie since college time but just now i have the chance to watch it after i downloaded it myself. 
the movie really make me miss highschool!!!

the story are about a guy who fall in love with the famous girl in school.
*so famous that every guy in the school are chasing her.
they both are actually like each other for a very long time.
but they never really confess up until they went to university.

i am a little bit sad watching the last part of the movie. 
i mean, their love story was just so wonderful that it gave me a huge heart break when they didn't end up together!!
yeah. it's a sad ending kind of movie.
but no worries cause it won't make you cry.
it's a simple movie with a lot of funny stupid things that it will make you laugh all the time even at the saddest part.

i still can't believe the movie just come to an end without the hero trying to stop the heroin from getting marry to another guy!
*kalau movie hindi confirm gitu tu ending dia kan.. haha
but i bet in reality no one dare to stop a marriage ceremony!
in reality we always try to be real.
and real mean we need to accept what we are meant to be.
we can fight of course, but make sure you are fighting for the right person and on the right time!
bukan masa wedding ceremony baru mau terhegeh-hegeh mau fight.

it's sad but he's right. :)

being in love doesn't always mean you guys need to be together.
sometimes, it's simply mean you need to be happy for them.

and being happy doesn't always mean you need to be in the picture.

the hero in this movie always want to be the first guy to hold the heroin's hands.
but he doesn't even get to hold it until the end of the movie.
and i am still pissed! 

l i l i e j o h n.

Friday, November 1, 2013

the amateur yogini.

play me. 

amazing kan?
 mr.cerewet show me this video early in august this year. 
amaze with the video, i secretly downloaded it from youtube and watch it repeatedly a few times.

i was born with negative flexibility.
i can't even touch my finger to my toes!
my finger are like 10cm away from my toes no matter how hard i try pushing my body to reach it.
i remember my family (mother,father and my sisters) are trying to push my back to make me touch my toes when i am in form 3 because they just can't believe how stiff i am!!!!!! 
back in form 3, the PJK teacher asked us to do some flexibility test and i got negative marks! 
but with the help of my classmate (can you imagine the whole class trying to push my back?) i manage to get - 2! 

that's why i never think of involving myself into any activity that require flexibility. 
apa lagi yoga.
i didn't even know what is the different between YOGA and GYMNASTIC! 
worst, i never know that YOGA originally from INDIA! 
*all this time i thought it was from china! haha

but, after a deep thought and some encouragement from the video above, i decided to give it a try. 
i did think about getting a yoga class but then i am working and i know i will never have to time to go yoga class and i am also trying to save some money.
plus, everything on google sudah bah sekarang kan, so, i finally decided to learn yoga by myself.
i began to google about yoga, watch more yoga video and download many apps about yoga in my phone. 
*i love using the DAILYYOGA apps. 
really good for beginner and it's free!

i actually started to go jogging a month before i started my yoga practise to reduce body weight.
so, after jog, i'll do yoga at home.

nothing comes easy at first.
it was difficult.
i have bodyache for 3 days after my first practise.
and i didn't feel any changes in my body.

this is the first time i practise yoga.
as you can see the picture above, that's the nearest i can reach when i first started yoga!
what i didn't realize is that my flexibility was actually improving as i practise!
there was one time, i was sitting with mr.CEREWET and he's teasing me as usual.

"macam tiada perubahan jak tu yoga ko tu"

"manada, ada bah!!"

"bah, jadi mana? kasi tingu!"


i try touching my toes and accidently touched it!
at that time, saya sendiri pun actually really surprised tapi sebab i don't want to show that it's actually my first time touching my toes infront of mr.cerewet so, saya buat selamba ja konon. 
after that, i was so excited to do yoga practice everyday!
yoga surprise me many times.
it really taught me not to underestimate my body and love my body.

my friend kieko gave me a yogamat as a present for my 24th birthday(tua!).
it's like a sign that i should do yoga! haha
thank bud!

still not perfect.

first time doing headstand off the bed.
i was lucky because even if i didn't born flexible but i think i'm good in balancing (thanks God for that).
i learn headstand 2 weeks after i practice yoga daily continuously.
and it took me 3 days to get off the wall. 

also joining the yoga with sabahan group

 yoga is more fun if you join other yogini!
there re many yoga activity you can participate on IG!
local one is #yogawithsabahan group. they did a yoga pose competition sometimes too!
plus you'll get to know more yogini and they'll give you the tips of practising yoga and also how to improve yoga!

first time headstand off the wall.
 i manage to get off the wall for the first time for like only 3 second! 

and more coming headstand, tripod, handstand pose.
And the next headstand and practise.
the first time doing the crane pose. 

and of course i fell. like sooo many times!

i got bruises all over my leg and thigh too.
but no pain no gain right? 
if i don't fall then i'll never learn!

fun pose

however safety first. do prepare blanket or cushion beside you if you are not confident enough to do it alone and make sure to do it near the wall! 
and do not go beyond your limit. 
don't push yourself. 
if you're body are super duper stiff like mine, then you have to be patience.
listen to your body and it'll follow your order!

one of the reason why i love yoga is that my lifestyle also change!
 usually if i am working AM shift, i'll sleep in the afternoon from 3 pm until 6 pm and then stay up until 3 in the morning and if PM shift i'll wake up at 11 am.
but since i need to go jogging and practise yoga, so, i 'll have to wake up early at 7 am. go jogging and at 8 pm until 9.15 am i'll practise yoga. and then i still need to cook vege (healthy eating also help me losing my weight!). 
done eating maybe at 11am. rest for 1 hour and then take my bath go to work at 1.30 pm. 
and tired with my busy schedule i'll automatically sleep at 12 am or before! no more late night wake up! 
(that explained why i didn't update my blog much these day. hehe)

there's still so many yoga pose that i can't do.
i am just an amateur. 
and i hope i'll be able to do it soon! 

just because it doesn't happen today doesn't mean it will never happen!

i update everything about my yoga progression on my IG. 'sherylilie'.
you may come visit it. 
tiba-tiba promo. 
now i need my beauty sleep. 
siodop sudah. 
*kalau sempat mau p menyibuk dulu di blog kamurang. hihi

 l i l i e j o h n.