that's the way the story goes

this week is a very busy week. i was in orthopedic clinic and i enjoy my time there.. the M.A is the best ever!!! thanks to abg NIZAM@KIWAK, abg SHAHNIZAM, abg HAFISZAL and abg CHON(anugerah abg MEKONG tlh ditarik balik sebab abg ni asyik senyum jak.. hehe).and the most handsome guy in the clinic sir FAZIL..
i don't really know what to write today's post... hmmm, let's see..

MY BADMOUTHING
OPPSS.. terlepas cakap pula...

i myself sometimes cannot control my mouth. it keep talking like buzz.. 

it's keep producing some harsh word without asking me first! OK-ok.. it did ask me sometimes but you know...hehe.. bad mouth!


i hate CINDERELLA's story.

the truth is, i want to be a nice person so bad. this is serious. i want everyone to like me just like i love myself.. i mean who doesn't? i believe no one want people to hate them.. but for me it would be a miracle if everyone loves me because i am not perfect..
i mean, even the character in fairytale, for example CINDERELLA, everybody loves her even the animal, but there are still three people hates her. the STEPMOTHER and the STEPSISTERS. ok, make it four. i hate her too. why? because she's too kind and WEAK (sorry to all the cinderella's fan but i have to say this). she could've help herself without waiting for the prince. she could run away or take over the place. why not?? it's her father's house right? she doesn't need the FAIRYGRANDMA to go to the party. she could just go meet the prince and leave the chores behind. she could dance the whole night with the prince without worrying about the time. THE END.
but if she just go and meet the prince the possibility that she'd be chosen by the prince is so thick. and if Cinderella didn't come late to the party that night the prince might not even notice her...so, no matter how much i dislike the CINDERELLA's life-story and how much i want to change it, i know i can't because that just the way the story goes..


watch out! people are talking behind your back!
there's a famous girl in my class. she suddenly become so famous for her relationship with her new BF. i am not so sure whether they are a real couple or just a real scandal but day by day their story is getting hot and hotter. why?  because they always stick together and the rest, you know la. just like the ROMEO and JAKULIN ehh, slh ROMEO AND JULIET story.. the 'YOU DIE I DIE' concept. 'u escape clinical, i escape too maa'..  hehe.. so,as usual, girls, they started to talk and talk and talk.. me? of course la i join them too.. hottest gossip in the college maa until our PENYELARAS pun got headache thinking about this MERPATI SEJOLI.. i cannot just sit in the corner and pretend not to know (sedia-maklum,saya ni masyarakat yang prihatin.. hehe)..
i know it was not a good attitude.. talk behind people's back? poor them (the merpati sejoli) they never disturb us maa.. they just a couple of people in love. thats what people in love do right? they stick together......???? (ya meh? haha).. but it's was something fun. isn't it? to hear about others gossip and about their bad behavior and all that.. when we are talking about the girl i was thinking
"ok, today i talk behind her back, but tomorrow there willbe always someone who's talk about me behind my back." so, it's like a circle. i learn this long ago, thats no matter how much i try to please the people around me, there will always someone who talk behind my back. and that we cannot satisfied every body.

it's my time to be famous! ;)
i do get angry when people are talking behind my back.. but then i think there's no use to get angry.. they only doing their job maa, just like my job. :P.. life is like a wheel. sometimes we are at the top and sometimes we fell in the bottom. so consider it as my days to be back-talking. or positively,it's my time to be famous..hehe.. i mean i also talk behind their back sometimes. so, it's like a karma..  i cannot be so selfish, i have to give them chance to talk behind my back too right?? ;)

let's fool each other! 
i always wanted to be a good person. a person who never talk behind others but then, thinking back. even if i keep quite, they will never shut up. they will still talk behind my back so, why don't i just do what they do? fair and square la isn't it? (jangan tiru aksi ini di rumah) just like a circle. you talk about me, i talk about her and she talk about you..You fool me, I fool him, He fools her ,and we all fool you.. that the way the story goes.. :)


this is my new song background lyric.
SUBSTITUTE OF LIFE.

You love me and I love him
He loves her and she loves you
That''s the way the story goes
You fool me and I fool him
He fools her and we fool you
That''s the way the story goes
Last on Substitute For Life

Husband caught when he kissed the Pretty Girl
Wife just cried Friend just died
Boss took money took off with Secretary
Cops didn''t care got their share
Driver stole some diamonds from Millionaire
Maid got blamed Judge got framed
Teacher married her long lost Half-Brother
Twins were nude both were sued
Enter Queen of TV Screen

You love me and I love him
Next on Substitute For Life
Neighbour has an affair with the Son in Law
Daughter is sad Mother is mad
Gangsters kidnap Movie Celebrity
Dog finds track Stranger is back
Docter finally falls for Sexy Nurse
Boy goes gay Girl can''t stay
Athlete leaves his Pregnant Centerfold
All get killed you''ll get thrilled

You love me and I love him
He loves her and she loves you
That''s the way the story goes
You fool me and I fool him
He fools her and we fool you
That''s the way the story goes
The story everybody knows

Episode one
episode two
If you have nothing better to do
Episode three episode four
You''ve just got to see some more
Episode five episode six
Love and hate and dirty tricks
Episode seven episode eight
Don''t answer the phone cancel your date
Let''s hope you can cope with the dope called soap

You love me and I love him
He loves her and she loves you
That''s the way the story goes
You fool me and I fool him
He fools her and we fool you
That''s the way the story goes

EXCUSES

my roommates KAK INA was staring at me with a devil smile.. and all my roommates was looking at me with a cynical sight.

"talam dua muka! mulai dari hari ini ko bukan lagi roommates kami! BERAMBUS KO!!!!"

KAK INA was shouting loudly! then, i smile

" kamu ingat kamu 10 orang saya tidak dapat lawan? heh, setakat 10 orang roommate macam kamu ni, saya langsung tidak rasa rugi bertalam dua muka!"..
not even a bit guilty feeling in my face. i never regret it.

and then, i slowly open my eyes.

"i am the bad girl again??? it's my dream but i always become the antagonist! not fair!"
while complaining about my dream my hand are searching for my phone(checking the time. i don't wear watches.)

"owh, it's 9.19 am.. look like i wake up a bit early today"
since i always wake up late on holiday.

then i started to close my eyes again. let's have some dream again. this time i want to be the good heroin. chayok! but, wait.. i feel something wrong. i check the time again.

"9.19 am!!!!!!?"


GOSH! i have to go to church today. AUNTY TANG will pick me at 9.30 am. what is wrong with my alarm clock?? i remember setting it up on 8.40 am last night! or maybe because of the dreamy dream, i just ignore the alarm??
ok, whatever.. in ten minute i have to be ready.
my towel, where is it?? i grabbed my towel and run into the bathroom. MANDI A.S.A.P!
while taking bath, Satan visited me.

"ok, if AUNTY TANG arrived while i was bathing that's means i don't have to go to church, perhaps i can continue my dream! hehe"

i'm looking at the time.
"9.30 am"
owh, i only take 10 minute bathing.. i'm checking outside,
"AUNTY is still not here"
weird, usually she's very sharp.
i took out my churches clothes. i need to iron them. so, i started to iron it. slowly and slowly.

"9.40 am"

My phone ringing while i was still ironing. i didn't look at it but i'm sure it's was AUNTY miscalling me. she always did that to inform her arrival. i take my losyen and all the liquid that i should wrap into my face and body. relax if AUNTY is willing to wait for me, thats means i have to go to church!! tack!
about 9.50 am my phone is ringing.

"shery, are you going to church today?"

it's AUNTY TANG!
did i really want to go to church?? i'll be alone in church today since OYEN and KIKO is not around. should i go?? part of me actually refuse to go to church. can i just worship by myself? i mean i'll read the bible (kunun la mo read bible). promise! but...........

"yes, yes, i'm on my way. SAT!"

i finally decided to go. originally i want to tie my hair but because i don't have enough time i just let it free. before i step out from my dorm my roommates KAK INA who's help me packing, throwing my cellphone into my bag and all, said,

"pucat ni ko SHER." 

huh,PUCAT?? oo ya, of course, i haven't put my lipgloss yet! ok, grab the lipgloss. my hair???? where is the comb? ok. grabbed it!
i run into the gate and entered AUNTY'S car.

"good morning AUNTY. happy sabbath, sorry i'm a bit late today"
a bit late?? it's too late la.. haha

"happy sabbath too shery, having a hard time to wake up arr?"
errr, is it too obvious?? i was smiling.

"hehe, i woke up at 9.20 this morning aunty"

"oowh, i thought i am the one who's late. because just now i drive through your place and i just lalu you know. i pun lupa yang i suda sampai. so i have pusing balik and it take some time"

because there is no U-TURN near my hostel so, it will take some time to go back around if you already pass the hostel.
so,that's means, if AUNTY didn't pass my hostel she might arrive at 9.30am and i might decide to just stayed at my hostel..

it is possible that GOD make AUNTY pass my hostel?? it's like a wake up call.
GOD want me to go to church today. and when i said,
"i woke up late and i don't think can make it"
HE said 
"do not worry I'll manage your time".

i keep smiling along the way to church.
:) smile
:) smile
:) and smile

"dear GOD, sorry for all the excuses that I've made"

XOXO,
too much X and O.