what happened to CHLOE?

damn it's night duty again!

=.='

this is my second night at ward. thanks God tomorrow saya cuti sampai sabtu! yeay!!!

i supposed to update my blog last night but since i receive a call from someone who stresses me.

i didn't even have a mood to open my laptop!

i cried and then i slept.

GTH with the duty! hahaha

yeah, it's my best way to relieve stress.

cry and then sleep.

it's a family matters. i can't really elaborate what happened here but i got new lesson from it.

" it's really hard to say NO to someone you call family "

gosh!, why am i bluffing about my stressful night?

waste my time.

ok,back to chloe.

as in my earlier post chloe's missing!

I've been searching all over the building and even put a poster on every wall of my apartment.

well, some resident are concern and text me while i am struggling at gunung kinabalu saying they've seen a cat like Chloe.

i called my housemate to get chloe but she's said she can't find chloe.

so, after 2 weeks i still can't fine chloe so i gave up.

i even sent alejandro to kampung because having Alejandro without chloe around just gonna make me feel more sad. 

but then on the third weeks of Chloe's MIA. i suddenly saw her on the street running and meowing at me.

i almost can't recognize her since she became skinnier (sudahlah memang skinny sedia.. :-( ) and dirty!

she look scared when i approached her.

i took her home, bathed her and feed her.

and then i realize some of her back skin has been peeled of and wounded.

maybe someone has pour a hot water to her back before.

this is after i clean the wound and put some antibiotic cream on it.

of course her behavior change.

chloe's become insecure and passive for like 1 weeks after i found her.

tidur ja kerja dia. makan pun sikit ja. hukhuk

but then it only last for a week and then now she's back to her old behavior. 

nakal dan pengacau!

hehe

now alejandro also back with me since he created so many problem at kampung.

my father said he became a gangster kampung fighting with other cat.

kacau bini kucing jantan.

dasar gatal punya Jandro! 

haha..

 i am happy that chloe's return home safe.

still i it's a good experience for chloe. 

at least next time kalau dia hilang lagi i know she'll survive out there..

mau bawa chloe sama jandro jalan-jalan kawasan rumah la lain kali supaya chloe's tidak sesat lagi. 

;-)

p/s

a week after i found chloe, i receive a phone call from another resident saying that she have a cute kitten to give me if i still haven't found my cat.

i think if i still haven't found Chloe i might keep the kitten.

thank you to the kind unknown caller for her concern, but i've found my skinny chloe's now!! 

;-)

XOXO,

l i l i e s. j o h n.

jom recycle! -how to make plastic bag

to many plastic you used everyday?

don't throw it away yet!

you can use it back!

i throw a lot of rubbish everyday and i think it was such a waste to throw them.

so, i decided to keep some of them to make a bag!

it's not hard actually if you have sewing machine at home. 

all you need is,

- any plastic but make sure it is a high quality plastic. i mean yang tebal la.. contonhya bekas plastic milo, susu, bekas mask also can. but in my case i used whiskay punya plastic since i have many of them. 

gambar terbalik, siou

 first, clean the plastic before keeping it.

especially, kalau tu plastic adalah bekas wet food.

macam saya, makanan kucing so, if you just keep it without cleaning it first, it's gonna produce unwanted smell.

usually plastic ada extra plastic lagi d bawah kan, 

(macam whiskas punya plastic ni, di bawah dia ada lagi plastic, so di bawah jadi tebal compare to the upper side dia la..)

 so you might wanted to get rid of the plastic to make it easier for sewing process.

decide how big you want you bag to be. 

mengikut jumlah plastic yang berjaya anda kumpul la..

after decide, kasi sambung-sambung saja tu plastic la.. guna sewing mechine.

guna tangan pun boleh juga tapi susah sikit la sebab tebal kan ni plastic.. 

kakiku besar

arr, sambung mengikut saiz yang ko mau.. macam d gambar ni, saya sambung the plastic by part supaya senang mau jahit.

boleh juga tambah plastic transparent untuk kasi cantik la. 

kalau tiada pun, jangan risau,still look nice juga.

chloe macam biasa menyibuk! will blog about how i found chloe later. :)

 and then, sambung saja tu plastic yang by part tadi kasi jadi bag.

sorry, i was doing all of this alone, so i didn't manage to take picture during the sewing process.

and jeng-jeng!

siap akhirnya!!

yeah,ada beg baru pigi kerja nanti besok!!!

for the corner, boleh la jahit reben kain d tepi untuk kasi kemas lagi. 

untuk yang tangkai tu, ambil tu reben, tocang-tocang sampai tebal.

saya amateur, so saya buat nampak cincai.

but if you do it yourself, memang puas hati!

for this bag, tidak semestinya mau plastic yang sama color.

boleh juga buat warna-warni..

kasi gambung plastic milo+susu+ lain-lain lagi lah.

still look cute!

p/s

best kan dapat beg free.

tapi kalau dapat beg buatan sendiri lagi best!

free juga ni. save money and save the earth!!

XOXO,

l i l i e j o h n! 

MISSING CAT.

last year around november i decided to have a cat.

so, i got one.

i named it Chloe.

she was so small back then,so cute. 

but then she grew up and become not so cute cat as i thought. hehe

i love cat since i was little, i always spoil each of my cats.

when i went to work, Chloe was left alone in the house.

i pity her so, around january, just after christmas, i manage to get her a boyfriend. 

introducing you, alejandro.

my aunt gave me this one.

my friend oyen named him ALEJANDRO.

ever since then, they've been living together like brother and sister.. or husband and wife.

sleeping together

playing together

sleeping together again.

and yeah, they love to sleep. 

watching me dancing together!

everytime i came home, they'll be wainting for me at the door.

"ngiau-ngiau !!(give us food!!!)"

but this morning(22 mei) at 7.15 am i went home from night duty and it's only alejandro waiting for me at the door.

at first i thought chloe must be sleeping.

but i can't find chloe all over the house.

my housemate said, they saw chloe in the apartment before 7.00 am this morning. 

i begun to search outside the apartment.

i was thinking if chloe was outside the house then,she can't be that far.

i went to each floor of the apartment but i can't find her.

that's where i began to worry.

someone said chloe was a smart cat so, she'll find a way home.

so, i waited and searching.

but she's not home until now.

:(

i just hope whoever found her, or kidnap her i hope they'll be good to her. 

if i could just make a police report about her then i will but then the police probably will said,

"excuse me miss, there are other people who lost their kids"

yeah, true. 

she's just a cat.

now, i hope chloe will come home today.

i already made a missing notis about her and i'll put it all over our apartment this morning.

hopefully, this will help. 

if i can't find chloe,i decide not to adapt pet anymore.

i know it's just a cat. plus it's an ugly cat not even cute.

but when you love something it's really hard to lose it. 

please pray for chloe. 

i miss her already. 

:(

p/s,

i found alejandro playing alone today and i sure he miss chloe as much as i did too. 

XOXO,

l i l i e j o h n.

RIP, my friend PYAKK..

i was in my room when my father suddenly gave me an egg.
"take care of this egg. the mother left it because all the other egg has hatch."
i just know this fact too. usually when 90% of her egg hatched, the chicken just leave the rest unhatched.
so, the egg that my father gave me before he and my mother going to my mother's hometown was the 10%.
my father said that the egg will hatched itself in two days if i gave some heat.

unfortunately, my granny who just came into the house and didn't see where my father(bapa saya pun sembarang letak jak atas lantai) put the egg stepped on the egg and didn't even notice it until i suddenly hear the chirping " kiak-kiak-kiak!!!!"

my granny practically hatched the egg with her foot! OMO!

oh my gosh! it's the chick! 

it was so tiny and it has no quill. summary: UGLY black uncolored chick! 

i gave it some rice but the chick didn't take it. so i gave some biscuit+water and i was lucky the chick ate it!

even thou it was an ugly chick i planned to take good care of it until it become chicken.

so, i named it 'PYAKK'.
the next morning as i woke up i went to PYAKK first to feed her him her.. i was so surprise when i saw her quill! it's growing and PYAKK look so cute.

and PYAKK look fat. hehe..
i practically spend most of my holiday (one month) alone.
my parent was in my mother's hometown for one month and they came back only weekends.
both of my sisters went to their college and hostel but they also came back only weekends.
they leave me alone because i have to take care of my brother(who refuse to live in his school's hostel >,<) and make sure he didn't skip classes.
my granny was only spending a few day at home and she has to came back to my aunt's house at KK. to babysit.
my brother? he wasn't always at home. more likely he's only at home when he want to eat and sleep.
so starting on monday until friday i always alone....................................................... alone...... A.L.O.N.E!
well, at least my father leave me with an egg. PYAKK.
to be honest i never felt alone since PYAKK exist in my life.. it 's because PYAKK always make sound. KYAK! KYAK! KYAK! i can't even sleep at night because of her sound.. hurmmmmmmm.

four days after PYAKK hatch, i began to learn that PYAKK can't walk like other chick.
she only sit and crawling.
maybe because no one teach her to walk but my brother said it might happen because my granny step on PYAKK before.
knowing that PYAKK can't walk, i prepare one nice basket for PYAKK.

beautiful handmade basket for PYAKK.

the basket was made by my mother actually. and she didn't know i used it for PYAKK. not until weekend. HAHA

my day became more noisy since PYAKK exist. whenever PYAKK feels hungry, she will chirp loudly. 

the same thing happen when i ignore her. 

"don't look at the lappy all day! take me please!!!!"

when PYAKK saw me playing with my lappy she will chirp! at first i thought she was hungry but when i give her some food she won't eat it. i put PYAKK back on her basket but she began to chirp. but when i put her on my lappy's keyboard, she fell asleep.

"lilie, look only at me"

PYAKK love to be on my lappy so much. maybe because it was warm on there. she fall asleep quickly. 

"okla PYAKK,.. as long as you don't pee on it" hehe

PYAKK was also very noisy at night. 

she's so noisy until my brother ask me to shut her mouth. haha

but she will automatically shut her mouth when you touch her head. 

to make her sleep, just touch her head until she's asleep. 

how do you know she's asleep?

when you take your finger from her head, she'll just stay silent. :)

PYAKK only eat bread. yeah, she's one demanding chick. huuu

i once tried to feed her with rice but she won't eat it.

PYAKK also love it when i put her on my palm. 

hehe.. 

my brother once told me that one day PYAKK will die before she become real chicken.
i know about that but i just want PYAKK to live longer. maybe for four month? hmm

on weekend, all my family came back, so i kinda ignore her a bit because i was so excited everyone was here,sometimes i forgot to feed PYAKK on time and i also always leave her alone. :(
when my sister saw me apologizing to PYAKK she teas me.

"living alone make you go crazy huh??"


HAHA... but i don't care, i keep talking to PYAKK.
on sunday 26 june 2011, after i woke up as usual i went to PYAKK first.
she look like sleeping but when i touch her, she's not moving and she's so cold.

i was shock and i was like

" MAAAAAAAAAAk!!!!!!"

crying.. my mom hurried came to see what happened.

"oooo hoooooooo"

my mom was sad at first but when she saw me crying over PYAK, i can see her laughing.
i know it's funny to cry over a chick that only been with me for two weeks..
my sister said,

"aik, since when did you became a chicken lover? i thought you are a chicken's meat lover?"

teasing me. but, seriously, i didn't feel it funny at all at that time.
i feel lose, like i'm losing part of myself. hukhukhuk.. :( <--EMO la pula..

crying over PYAKK with my messy hair early in the morning.

since then, the basket that PYAKK used to live was called "BAKUL PYAKK"..  i am sure the BAKUL also feels so lonely without PYAKK on it... i originally want to buried the basket with PYAKK but i'm pretty sure mother won't allowed me.. huhu

bakul PYAKK.

PYAKK was buried in our backyard. my uncle UNTAN help me buried her.

rest in peace for PYAKK..

To PYAKK, thank you for accompany me this past two weeks. JASAMU DIKENANG...

this is actually the first time i ever cried for chick. i don't like chicken before i only love it's meat but i guess i began to fall in love with chicken and falling more in love with chicken's meat!!!!!!!!
KFC the best! ngehehehe

PYAKK.

XOXO,

too much X and O..